Well the party las...

Well the party last night was a total bust - we showed up and Anna was having a fight with Micahel and refused to come if Michael was gonna be there. THe host was going to cancel the party if Anna didn't bring all her girlfriends. More details to come. Dreams last night... In the mall and get semi kidnapped with some guy as a hostage whole he robs a bank in the mall. I slip out just before he shows his gun, and make headway towards Marie and Elana and rush them on to the car. There I explain what happened. Then we are sneaking into people's houses at the Chandler estate, except in e dream they aren't disheveled and run down and abandoned. Then I am very stressed because I living back at home and going to school, what seems to be high school (Mrs. Buchwalderteaching me math?), and diong very poorly. I seem to have enough money though, from some kind of part time job. Then Inside the dream I semi wake up and realize I still live here.

The DMV...

The DMV is insane. Last year I let my auto insurance laspse for two weeks and they suspended my license (12/20/00). I sent them proof of current insurance twice but they ignored it. So I've been driving around with valid insurance but a suspended license for a year.So last month my auto insurance came up for renewal and I renewed it. Today I get two identical notices from the DMV saying my license has been restored do to acceptable proof of current insurance. DMV is insane!

I went t...

I went to bed last night without doing any work. I read some of my new book "When Things Start to Think." Lots of cool ideas in there. Apparently the Yankees won the World Series. I was expecting Jordan the deli boy to be really cranky this morning but he wasn't at work. I was in mega IM land last night. John Esposito tried out the talk function of IM and it worked, albeit only one way since I don't have a microphone. Then we chatted on the real phone for awhile. He might stop by for Buffy some night. Anyway, I got an email from another potential client. Just finished the last job for Bon today. Now I must clena my room and get ready for tonight's festivities!

Random quote fr...

Random quote from a person who shall not be named: "It was always supposed to taste like vanilla milkshake, but it never did." (from Wednesday)

More dreams - ...

More dreams - at mom's house and I circle around the back and into an open door that leads to the kitchen. The house is bascially their current house but the kitchen is right off the garage, which has a back entrance i the dream. Lowell is making vreakfast. He burned one thing of muffins but there is another. The floor is slippery and there is another stove in a weird place. For some reason I hug Lowell. It feels almost like I am in the video game The Sims, and someone has clicked on me and told me to hug him. This doesn't solve everything but it seems to be an important part of the healing process.There are two clocks - one says 4am and one says 9 or 10. I have to go to school soon but I don't worry about it. The most important thing is taking care of my body, which means not stressing it out. Everything else can be cut some slack. The nI am at some sort of amusement park. I climb over this thing on which people are selling things. THen I see an older version of one of Walter's kids, Taylor, who in my dream is now a little boy instead of a girl. There is another guy with sunglasses following me around.