Among other ...

Among other things, I had another high school anxiety dream, and I also got this vision of being in a romatnic reletionship. The guy had blonde hair and funky black glasses, and his name was Chirs (Christian?). I might have missed the deli this morning but for day lights savings. Still havent changed my clocks except for my car - but my computer updates itslef automatically. Went with Marie to Walmart just to get myself out of the house. There were some snowflakes falling, although nothing that stuck. What happened to the late Octobers of my youth which were relatively warm (warm enough to walk around at night with light sotumes and no coats)? I had some fries at Walmart, and bought some juice at Stop N Shop for the potluck Samhain. I ate some leftover Chinese before I left so that I wouldn't have to rely on there being food I could eat. I left at 5:30, but spaced out and forgot to turn onto the Sagitos so I was late (altho still in time for the ritual). Me and Donna were both allergic to something in the room. The ritual was downstairs like at the last coven care. I guess the coven is just too big to meet upstairs anymore. The upstairs did get used as a smoking lounge. Ducky was very glad that I showed up, saying had I not I would have gotten deshelled. I don't know what that means but it sounds painful. Amy with her blonde hair (altho long) and black glasses reminded me a little of Chris from my dream. SHe cleansed and called the cirlcle then guided us through a meditation to meet dead people or other benign entities through the thinning veil. We took a sort of elevator up through the chakras. The heart's green was mixed with pink which trew me off a little. I didn't see any dead people (and my head.pain made concentrating and visualization difficult) but I did get this strong blast of a vision. I saw a soret of wish bone shape which manifested in different ways - different things that all took the shape. A quater section of the earth's interior, a vagina, a wishbone, a woman's hair with a headband, etc. One of the cats was freaking out, fighting with another cat, and climbing all the way up the screen door. Afterwards, I asked Ducky to give me a Tarot reading with his nifty new Halloween deck. My present was a reversed 5 of cups - possibly my ignoring my problems. Then the hanged man - mulling things over. Temperance, my need to be patient and methodical. Heirophant for what I have to work with. DUcky said this was an authority figure - I should see a doctor. The past : 8 of wands. Something bad, I forget exactly, but in the past. Reversed empress - I am not being nurtured. Reversed strength (my fears). Reversed 4 of cups - acceptance of help from others. The final card is usually celebration but was reversed. But that can be changed if I take care of the situation. Francis expressed concern over my health and have me some affirmations. Amy said she would light a candle for me. Mark said I keep getting more and more beautiful. Sometimes I think this might be some sort of Dorian Gray thing, where the worse I feel inside, the better I look on the outside. Ducky liked my new mod hairdo. He thought I looked like Liam (pr is it Noel) Gallagher from Oasis. DUcky made these really cool cookies and also had everyone sign his petition against the 6 flags mock witch burning. S'all for now...